Sweet homecoming

After 10 long weeks in the NICU, Hannah is finally coming home!

First car ride

My muse

Hannah

A song to say goodbye

"Before I formed you in the womb I knew you..." Jeremiah 1:5

Proverbs 1:7

The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge,
       but fools despise wisdom and discipline.

I wish I could learn my lessons quickly and not have to deal with the consequences at a much later time. It appears to be a repeating behavior. My lack of impulse control paired with blatant disregard for those around me has time and again placed me in the lowest of positions, a grave if you will. It is disgusting the kind of prayers I whisper to God when I face my rude awakenings: Please, Lord, if You can just get me out of this one I promise I will be a changed person...Then of course when things don't pan out the way I had hoped, I view God disdainfully, believing Him to be a just yet unmerciful God who ensures that I pay for my sins to the fullest extent. I am utterly horrified with my own actions, my uncanny ability to scorn God when I have to 'pay' for my mistakes and my astonishing blindness to His glory and blessings. Even I know the likes of me are considered foolish. In all seriousness, I am desperate for a change in my character. At this time, absolutely nothing else holds greater bearing.

So old, so cold

Happy birthday to my darling husband! On this day twenty-something years ago, your testicles dropped from your heart.

Baby, what a year this has been. I need you to know strong you have been for the both of us, how you've kept us afloat. I can't express in words just how blessed I am to be your wifey.

Things to look forward to in 2010-2011:

1. My employment
2. Your graduation
3. Travel 

We're golden!

Go and make disciples