How To Find a Hobby

"Having a hobby helps to make you a more interesting person and gives you something fascinating to talk about with others. It can also help you to avoid feeling bored and often provides the opportunity to meet new people with similar interests. Learning something new is always good for keeping the mind alert and active, as is maintaining a long-term interest in something that enthralls you. This will also make you more of an interesting person than a person who is addicted to Facebook, watching TV, or doing other time wasting and unhealthy tasks, such as stuffing your gut."

Touché.

Limbo

Where are we going? Why can't we be settled?

I hate to be near the sea, and to hear it roaring and raging like a wild beast in its den. It puts me in mind of the everlasting efforts of the human mind, struggling to be free, and ending just where it began.

- William Hazlitt

Do you understand?

"I imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone...they will be forced to deal with pain."

- James Arthur Baldwin

I don't want to remember how much you hurt me...so instead I dwell on how much I hate her. Strangely, I am burdened with a sinister feeling that the more I hate her, the happier she seems to fare. How is it that my love for you turns me into a monster?

It's going to take me some time...

Leave

I don't believe there is ever really a 'happiest moment' in one's life. Still waiting to see the humor in this situation.

Wish I could explain

This is the worst feeling ever - to go from hopeful to hopeless in one night. What happened? Who gives a shit about goals and dreams when you're let down by someone you love? Bizarre. Meds. Despondency. Like I said, I wish I could explain...

The New Year

Be mellow, soft-spoken, and respectful, forget the past, and pray more.