February 15, 2013

Happy Valentine's Day

Collapsing was much softer
Still falling always hurt
Only after sensing love
For always ever burned

Justified my folly
My affluent disguise
Removed revealing nothing
Nothing unforgiven lies, unforgiven lies

And no one loves me like You
No one loves me the way You do
No one loves me like You
No one loves me the way, way that You do

Touch the rose unfearful is to meet the thorn
Pierce the heart's emotion
And feel the emptiness no more
Emptiness no more

No one loves me like You
No one loves me the way You do
No one loves me like You
No one loves me the way You do

Took some time
To realize I've fallen

No one loves me like the way You love me

February 8, 2013

The end

This is a morbid and disturbing thought, but I think the way I will end up dead is somehow I will be repugnantly drunk, rudely offend/hurt/humiliate those I love, fall down a flight of stairs (naked), and bleed my soul out of my crushed skull.

In other words, as much as I talk about suicide, my death will actually be a very horrible accident.

Toddler

I love this picture of Hannah...she's watching the water fountain and eating a sample chocolate cookie. Good times at the mall in the middle of the week.