Old Faithful

I can always count on you to...

Golden child

Still waiting for the better that comes after the worse

I have no way of knowing whether or not you married the wrong person, but I do know that many people have a lot of wrong ideas about marriage and what it takes to make that marriage happy and successful. I'll be the first to admit that it's possible that you did marry the wrong person. However, if you treat the wrong person like the right person, you could well end up having married the right person after all. On the other hand, if you marry the right person, and treat that person wrong, you certainly will have ended up marrying the wrong person. I also know that it is far more important to be the right kind of person than it is to marry the right person. In short, whether you married the right or wrong person is primarily up to you.

-Zig Ziglar

My name is Jonas

Why do I feel so lonely. It's ridiculous.

Lobotomy

It was this time last year when you walked out on me and didn't come home for 5 long months. You had an affair with a woman I had my suspicions of, and you filed for divorce on the last day of the year. How can I ever forget such horrific events? If only I could find a way to erase these sad memories.

Normal neurotic neediness

What is about me that I constantly feel at a loss of control? I feel like a ticking time bomb about to go off...I want to laugh out loud; I want to jump for joy; I want to scream in rage; I want to crumble to the ground.

"We may not be aware of the ways neurotic behaviors disrupt our lives and prevent us from being happy and fulfilled. We may also not be cognizant of the fact that our neurotic tendencies lead us to suffer and prevent us from growing to our potential."

I miss you...in a sorrowful way,
from a very deep and hollow place inside of me...
you're like a vapor - I see you and feel you,
yet you vanish as soon as I reach out to hold you...
I feel as though I will never be one with you as God intended
All I have is the ever longing of you
A disastrous loneliness crushing me to the depths of gravity...
Even as I stand beside you, lay beside you,
Bear your children and foster our reality
This reality - I don't know anything else...
I wonder if I dare to imagine it any different