My favorite cereal

It gets pretty soggy really quickly, but it is the best cereal there is. Yummy enough for me to pour a bowl and attempt to eat it on the car ride to school. Of course I spilled it all into the cup holder...again. In other news, I went to my first AA meeting today. I'm a little embarrassed, but at least I can view it as a learning experience. I received a silver 24 hour coin.

Mud pies

"We are half-hearted creatures, fooling around with drink and sex and ambition when infinite joy is offered us, like an ignorant child who wants to go on making mud pies in a slum because he cannot imagine what is meant by the offer of a holiday at the sea. We are far too easily pleased."

- C.S. Lewis

Almost the weekend

I just downloaded The Album Leaf discography. I can't wait to listen to it this weekend. In other news, tomorrow is my very last clinical for this semester. The end is so close, yet so far. I'm praying for Danish, that God gives him strength and ability. He has an unmericiful year ahead of him as he starts his master's degree and internship while working full time...I'm so proud of him. I promised him I will try my best to cook him good food, drink less alcohol, and not act like I'm right all the time. It can be my New Year's resolution! Now I'm off to start the weekend early by watching The Hurt Locker at the dollar theater.

Nice

Going on the wedding playlist.

Worth

"Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows." Luke 23:7

What does God possibly see in me that He would love me the way He does? Oh right - Jesus. I can't even begin to understand that; there's nothing in me that merits anything but hell.

It's astounding how it's still a mystery to me.

Restless

For some reason these past couple of days have been terribly slow. I'm anxious for this week to be over. I'm not sure how to describe it, but sometimes I'm overcome with a wave of crazy thoughts and feelings which make me capable of causing some serious damage...I'm like a ticking time bomb. I want to crawl out of my skin. I disgust myself. I wonder if I've become accustomed to the drastic turn of events that systematically occur in my life that I unknowingly sabotage the things that are good and stable. I wish I didn't feel like such a...lunatic.

Goodnight

(I've resorted to Lala since the other player never works.)