"I imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone...they will be forced to deal with pain."
- James Arthur Baldwin
I don't want to remember how much you hurt me...so instead I dwell on how much I hate her. Strangely, I am burdened with a sinister feeling that the more I hate her, the happier she seems to fare. How is it that my love for you turns me into a monster?
It's going to take me some time...
January 4, 2013
January 3, 2013
Leave
I don't believe there is ever really a 'happiest moment' in one's life. Still waiting to see the humor in this situation.
January 1, 2013
Wish I could explain
This is the worst feeling ever - to go from hopeful to hopeless in one night. What happened? Who gives a shit about goals and dreams when you're let down by someone you love? Bizarre. Meds. Despondency. Like I said, I wish I could explain...
December 30, 2012
December 20, 2012
December 15, 2012
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