Fromage

I realize what a leap of faith I have taken in marrying Danish. I love him so much and living with him has been unbelievably unique and fun. I guess what I'm trying to say is...I would've never imagined myself in this situation! I'm so present-oriented that I could never have pictured this in my wildest imagination. I find it incredibly weird since I have so much...angst. I thought angsty people were in a perpetual state of hope. But maybe I was wrong...maybe angsty people just wallow in their worries and dissatisfaction. Maybe angsty people are just complacent people - the worst kind of people. At any rate, I wanted to announce how interesting it's been...I wish I could go into more depth. I mean, the fights have gotten more colorful! Ha. I feel so safe. We live in this crap hole apartment and yet being with him at the end of the night makes me feel whole. Wow. Sounds like a tray of fromage. I've turned from a cynic into a sap - just like that. Don't worry, the shit doesn't end here; just give me a break...I think I'm in a honeymoon state or something.