Silver piles of smiles

I think I should read George Orwell's 1984 just because everyone else has. On a different subject, I'm craving authenticity and vulnerability...in others and in myself. I'm sad that we have become so desensitized to most things that matter. I'm tired of everyone else's indecisiveness and lack of direction. I'm tired of my bad attitude. Also as far as the previous post, I use the term "hippie" loosely and in reference to Southpark. It's just funny to rip on hippies like Cartman does. I don't have a personal vendetta against hippies. At lease not all of them.